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Okay, so today, I feel like I want to die. So if you’re reading this, I’m sorry but I need this to get out of my head right now. I might get too emotional, so pardon me and please forgive me for my poor english.

It just hurts so much to know that your friends are being disgusted to you, secretly. I feel hurt today, like, really hurt. I mean, they should have told “it” to me before. They should have “ammended” me with my attitude. I can always listen to their “suggestions or opinions” about me. So, I told them ” I’m not angry or whatever, but I just wanted you to know that I can always listen to your “opinions” about my attitude. If I annoy you,if I ever offended you or said something that wasn’t supposed to be heard by others, or just SIMPLY HATE ME, LIKE REALLY HATE ME. You should’ve told me on my face that you wanted me to change this attitude of mine so that I wouldn’t get ashamed when talking to you guys. I already felt that weird “aura” when being around you guys, I knew that you were disgusted to me. I waited for your “opinions” but I didn’t get any, so I thought there’s nothing wrong with me. To tell you the truth, I don’t really know how will I fit with you guys anymore. It doesn’t mean just because you see me smiling and laughing everyday, I feel happy. Because behind these smiles, I feel paranoid and I feel like not my myself. I feel incomplete.”

I AM REALLY SICK OF BEING IN THESE KIND OF SITUATIONS. I DON’T KNOW HOW AM I GOING TO ACT AROUND PEOPLE ANYMORE. I hope someday, you’ll understand me and the way I act. I’m weak and I know it. Most importantly, I feel like I don’t belong anymore.

UGH. I HATE THE FEELING OF THIS.

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